Bring me down

You're under my skin
You're in my head
A Sinking ship (Wont take me down)
A Silent song (Only i can hear)
I don't want to see you again
I don't want to hear your voice
Don't look at me in that pathetic way
Those things you say, those games you play
Wont work on me, I'm stronger then this.
I'm stronger then you.

Baby, I'll break you
Fuck you I'll take you
Your words mean nothing
I'm stronger then that
you cant take me, you'll never fucking break me.

Terror

Faces of terror haunt our dreams
sanity and peace of mind
tearing apart at the seams
abandoned in out hour of need
on our fear and pain the monsters feed
and they wont stop, not even while the innocent bleed.

Struggle

When you looked into there eyes
what where you hoping to see?
A battered past,
A hopeless future,
A desperate plea.

Cant eat cant sleep cant breath anymore
Choking on this pathetic existance we call a life
An uphill battle from the start,
We fight, We struggle for nothing
We live for even less.

Out

Im struggeling to find the tunnel out

Trapped in here and its killing me

No happy thoughts none of my memorys

darkness and griefe is all i can see.

It never used to be like this

It was always more then this dark gaping hole

trapped in my mind, Bitter thoughts are taking there tole.

All the happiness stripped out of me

untill a life of dispair is all i can see

Bleak existance and misery

Is all that is in store for me

I'm not like this i know its not me

Bring back my happiness and joy

And make me what i used to be.

Friends

Got myself into some shit
My friends helping me take control of it
I know there here until the end
Got my back coz' there true friends

Same goes for my friends
I'm there for them
Got there back till the fucking end
No matter what no matter where
If there need my help, I'll be there.

So to all you fakes who think your 'down with it'
Fuck off losers you don't mean shit.

Time to end.

Scream out your demons into the cold night air
Inhale the bitter wind as you gasp for breath
Feel your lungs turning to ice
Feel alone as it begins;
The start of the end of your life.
Scream out for all the injustice
Scream out for the pointless pain
For all that goes wrong in this wolrd
Someone, Somewhere stands to gain.
Breaths are shortening
Heartbeats slowing
Your lifeline to this earth is about to stop flowing.

Eternal Throne

Pulling the foundations out from under your feet.
Broken bloodied and bruised
I watch from the sidelines as you walk these streets
You hear the screams from that horrific day
Pray to the devil to keep the memory's at bay

You have lost all hope and faith in mankind
Searched aimlessly for years for the end of your life.

You're body is dieing its bloodied and beat
You just keep walking even though the souls of your feet
Are almost warn down to the bone
And yet you keep walking
As you stumble towards your eternal throne
When it shall end you will never know
And until your maker gets sick of the show
Bloodied and bruised forever on you will go.

Remember.

I don't want to believe all the shit your saying to me
How do i know its not all make believe?
I don't know whats going through your head anymore
I don't understand you anymore

Miss the person i used to see
Miss the person you used to be
I cant wait forever
No i cant wait forever

Later in life follow the trail ill leave
And there ill be just you wait and see
Back with the old you,
Back with the old me
Deep in the depths of your memory.

Inhale, Exhale.

Inhale life
A gasp of fresh air

Given a new lease on living
Given another chance
Grasp it for your life
Hold on with both hands
Follow its winding path untill the end.

Exhale life
Die knowing you tried.

What lies ahead.

Make your life
What you want it to be.
Achieve your goals
Set yourself free.

Ponder on what lies ahead
While you lay alone
In your newly empty bed

Lose a loved one
But gain another
Life goes on as you will see
Just stay strong
Be the best you can be.

Your Dead!

Messing up my head
Taking up my thoughts
Fucking with my mind
When will it fucking stop
Just make it fucking stop
Before i lose my cool
Before i go off
Pushed me to the edge
Pushed me to the fucking edge

GET OUT OF MY HEAD

Here is your final fucking warning
Better hope your listening
Coz i ain't gonna say it again

GET OUT OF MY HEAD

Or your gonna end up dead.

Broken smile

Broken smile you don't want me to see

Living a life different to how the others perceive

I saw the real you for the first time that night

when your broken smile came into sight.

I looked into those burning eyes,

The fire inside still staying alive

Reflection

Peering through life's window,
What can you see?
Just a bunch of wasted opportunities.

Seasons come and seasons go
Now its life's reflection time
So come and watch the show.

Think of what you could have been
compared to what you are today
You're a much better person now then before
I think its safe to say.

Live life to the best of your ability
And in the end you shall see
Life's not about what you didn't do,
Its about all you have achieved
The good, the bad the happy the sad
Form the lifetime of memories that you shall leave

Happy Snaps

Pictures;

Random shots that have some good memories attached.

Insane?

My lifes a tragedy
And its all because of you
I walk these streets
I know them through
They used to be mine
They seem much the same
But only in my mind
Does this make me insane?
The people look sadder
The children don't play
I get the merciless glares
that scream ' go away'

I want to live
without your noose around my neck
I want to die
with some respect.

XXX

I made this choice
and its my life
i pledged my Honor
to the straight edge way of life
i did it for me and no one else
Not trying to be cool
Not following a crowd
So if your edge
X up and stand proud


Stay true
Stay proud
Edge till death

My choices are mine and i make them alone
I'm doing this for me, is it that hard to see
I'm breaking the chain
Setting myself free
With the XXX of liberty.

I don't want to be just like you
Straight edge for life till the end ill be true

What you do is you're business
Why get into mine
All i wants some respect
Coz I'm not judging you
No matter what you say and do to me
to this fucking cause i will stay true.
Don't try to break me, don't try to hate
This is who i am and I'm picking my own fate.

Edge till death bring on the fight
This is my fucking choice and i know its right.

Again

Did it again,
You took a life.
Pulled the trigger,
And now your in strife.

Where can you run?
Where will you go?
There going to find you,
Your going away.
Do you feel no remorse?
Do you feel no shame?

What was the point?
What did you gain?
Who was the winner?
Who was to blame?
He started it,
You finished it.
Do you really think its fair?
A tiny little argument causing so much despair.

Look around

The world is dyeing
Did you even know?
Your riddled with diseases
and its starting to show
Your face is pale
And your cheeks, there hollow
your eyes stay glued
to the crowd you must follow.

Dedicated you're life
to ruining others
Now the world is dyeing
And your just another
Pawn for the rich companies
Out on the front line
Fighting for your life
And when you win
it will be to late
You had nothing to save
your already in your grave.

I shook you're hand
and part of me died
It was that night i was revived
i tried to breath this polluted air
and I'm choking on the lies
Lungs filled with black
Body's filled with hate
Why must this be my fate?

Can you not see what i see?
Can you not see this world die?
you are the consumers
and your consuming there lies.

I'm trying to escape from this rotting hell
but I'm always dragged back
For what price will my life sell?
Slap a sticker across your head
Now the devils bidding on you're soul
Just a matter of time until you're sold.

The city of bright lights
is the lifeline to this hell
Torch this mother fucker
burn it to the fucking ground.

The Others

Suffering they go through everyday
Hardships they face round every corner
Starving and yet they smile
In pain and yet they keep going
Knowing there probably dyeing an yet there fine.
There optimistic in every sense
They take life as it comes and try to do there best.
They have nothing, and we have it all
They do it so much harder
Still its us you hear complain
They have been suffering much longer
We haven't even started to feel there pain.
We just turn the other cheek
While they are left there,
Young, optimistic, poor and weak.

In the ground

Whats this battle over?
Rich mans greed.
Its a fight that isn't ours
Yet the innocent are dieing
When there is simply no need.

Sent out to a place so far away
Not even sure if they will last a single day
Severed from there loved ones
Too many arriving home to an early grave.

Tears shed from the ones left behind
To many caskets lowered down into the ground
I'm waiting for the dead to rise
To create an uproar, to make a sound.

Stand up for what you believe
Stand up, make a sound
Stand up for your loved ones
Before you're dead and 10 foot down.

Revenge

I look to the future
And it seems bleak.
Regretted yesterday
Suffering today
Dreading tomorrow.
Breaking point is approaching,
And I'm about to snap.

You'd better hope you're not near me, when i do.
Coz shits gonna fucking fly, bitch.
Everyone around me will suffer for what they did
I'm going to personally make sure of it.
Takes alot to get me to this point
So congratulations to you..
You've made your fucking bed..
now lay in it
You're times come and your getting whats due.

Cant wake up from this nightmare your having..
Its only gonna get worse.
Scream forgiveness
scream make it stop
This is your life now.
I warned you id fuck it up.

Revenge; A dish best served cold.
Ice fucking cold.

Outta my way

Leave me alone
fuck off out of my life
Leave me alone
You're a deadshit that's why
Leave me alone
i don't need you're shit..
Leave me alone
Keep you're fucking nose out of it.


Mind you're business
stay out of my way
Coz' if you don't man
there will be hell to pay.

Reality call.

People don't like you, got more enemy's then friends
Convinced yourself that you're top shit
when will this facade end?
Stop spinning you're lies and spitting that shit
Coz' everyone knows you're full of it.

So go on and pretend you're popular,
Pretend you're cool.
Man who the fuck are you trying to fool.
You try to pull the wool over my eyes
But I'll just hang tight until you realise.
Wake up to you're fucking self
And you will see what a different person you have been.
The way you looked, the way you act..
Now you stare into you're reflection
but its not you staring back.

You thought you where top shit
and that you knew it all.
Now you're eyes are open and you're taking a fall
And when you land guess where you will be...
Fucking knee deep in reality.

Masks.

You're so judgmental you don't give anyone a chance.
You think you have been there and done that
Don't even take a second glance.
Maybe if you did you would realise what you have become
and see through your own lies.
Take a step back and open you're eyes
Use you're fucking brains;
Take off you're mask and disguise.

I can see straight through you're lies
Choose to see the person inside
Looking past you're sorrow filled eyes
I catch glimpses of the real you
and hope one day that you will pull through.